As If It Was Yesterday...a poem

As If It Was Yesterday
By MR aka Naila Moon 
Feb. 5, 2013

It seems like eons since you last left me
With a final breathe of
Goodbye.

I saw you leave
Quietly you left
Never to return.

I was broken then
Lost in my guilty feelings
Lost in confusion
Lost in isolation
Just simply
Lost.

How was I ever able
To be whole again?

How was I ever able
To pick up the pieces you left behind?

Why could I have just not been less angry
Or resentful
Or just hoping
That you loved me
Like you loved the others.

Why?

In the end
It came down to you
And me.

In the end
After everything was said
And done.

I miss you more
Than you could ever have imagined.
And love you
As if,
It was just yesterday.

Winners Circle...a poem

Winners Circle
Written by MR...aka Naila Moon of the Grey Wolf
May 26, 2012


Took him home to Indiana,
The place he had been born.


Laid his ashes at the track
A finality to a request from long ago.


Welcome home,
Be at peace
You are now complete.


Turn three forever christened
As your final resting place,
And another memory
Burnt into my mind.


Goodbye now
Until we see each other again.


Live in spirit
At the winners circle
Forever.

Cremated

Cremated (In Memory of Dad)


I hold him on my lap
Just ashes
A reality that he was gone from here.
He has now returned to where he came
The Earth.

This reality is one I knew would come soon one day
But,
I wish that it had not come so soon.

I am
Crying,
Hurting,
Agonizing inside.
I cannot
Breathe!

The pain of his loss is heavy
And,
I seem to find only solace in anxiety.

Written By MR aka Naila Moon of the Grey Wolf

July5,2011

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