The Dream Of A Lost Lover...a poem

The Dream Of A Lost Lover
by: MR aka Naila Moon 
copyright March 2013

Why are you invading my dreams?
You are only an image now, of long ago.

The love I had for you vanished.
When you left me for another.

Why now?
Why this after so many years?
Why try to gain my love?

You can't you know.

I loved you once.
I did.

But now,
You are just someone I know
Only in a sleeping state.

As If It Was Yesterday...a poem

As If It Was Yesterday
By MR aka Naila Moon 
Feb. 5, 2013

It seems like eons since you last left me
With a final breathe of
Goodbye.

I saw you leave
Quietly you left
Never to return.

I was broken then
Lost in my guilty feelings
Lost in confusion
Lost in isolation
Just simply
Lost.

How was I ever able
To be whole again?

How was I ever able
To pick up the pieces you left behind?

Why could I have just not been less angry
Or resentful
Or just hoping
That you loved me
Like you loved the others.

Why?

In the end
It came down to you
And me.

In the end
After everything was said
And done.

I miss you more
Than you could ever have imagined.
And love you
As if,
It was just yesterday.