The New Hope...A poem

The New Hope

By Michelle Hudson aka Mary Magdalene/ Naila Moon

copyright June 15, 2025

Alone in the quiet recesses of my mind

I listen to the beats of natural music

It is in tune with my soul's purpose

As my heart tries desperately to mend.

I cannot seem to free myself of the new wounds

Gaping

Oozing

Bleeding so profusely

I am certainly trying.

I had worked so hard to rise above all the

Muck

Sneers

Unkind whispers.

I feel so foolish,

It seems ridiculous to feel this way.

Time is so short.

So, so short.

It keeps ticking away

And yet, it is just illusion.

Or so it has been said.

I just hope

When I am completely done on this Earth

That I made a difference

And my spirit in whomever it arrives

Will know what to do

Will know that I existed

Will never have to feel

What I feel

Right now.

That that person

That new hope

Will only feel

Love and peace.

Let It Be, What Is ...a poem

 Let It Be, What Is

Poem by Michelle Marie/Mary Magdalene/Naila Moon

Copyright January 4, 2023

I walk in the darkness only to be led by

an almost full moon.

I'm led by a small splattering of stars,

the air crisp and so cool,

I can see my breath in front of me.

I remember I'm breathing,

I'm alive!

I see a streak in the clouds.

Is that the hand of the Creator trying to touch me,

to move me gently forward into something unknown?

I move forward in the darkness

step by step.

I don't question my existence

because I know

that I'm here for something greater.

I just wish sometimes I knew what that was. But, I also know that it's okay not to know,

for that is where the Creator is speaking to the heart.

Get out of your mind!

I said, get out of your mind!

Let It Be, what is.

Most Beautiful One!...a poem

Most Beautiful One!

A poem by Michelle Marie/Mary Magdalene/Sedona/Naila Moon

copyright October 3, 2022

You are

Most beautiful,

Indeed you are!

Your beauty 

Makes me cry

Just thinking of you.

YESHUA

Being 

In your presence

Is everything.

I am

Humbled.

I am

Purified.

YESHUA

I see you,

See me,

See others,

See the world.

YESHUA

Your radiance

Is blinding,

But,

It is warm

As the suns rays.

I can

Bask in it.

YESHUA

Your message

Is clear.

Love.

Hope.

Peace.

YESHUA

What more

Could anyone ask for?

What more

Could anyone want?

YESHUA

I love you.

Flame Raging! ...a poem

 Flame Raging! A poem 

by Michelle Marie Hudson aka Mary Magdalene aka Naila Moon

Copyright June 19, 2022

I was walking 

Down an unknown road.

Oh, so slowly

My mind was reeling

In pain.

So, much pain.

I felt lost

To the world.

A body

With nothing to hold it up.

I ran smack into 

Your essence.

You smiled

And poured out your

Light to me.

It shown so brightly

That I had to put on my sunglasses.

Recognition.

Flame!

Wow, my heart

Is on fire.

I see you

See me.

My head

Held high.

For the first time

I stepped high

Swift as a gazelle.

Name change.

Truth

Told.

Raging,

Burning,

Looking into my soul.

Winning.

Drowning (tenative) ...a poem #poetry #mypoetry

Drowning  (Tentative title)

by Michelle Marie H aka Naila Moon

copyright June 8, 2022

Feel like I am 

In a sea of illusion.

Feeling

Confusion.

Right or left

Which way to go?

People pretending.

Wanting a piece 

Of me

Then flee.

Cast off like

Nothing.

I am supposed

To not feel

Or want

Or need.

No!

I am just supposed 

To be

Or so they say.

I am

Nothing.

Flames

Rise

And 

Fall.

Souls 

Do too.

I am supposed 

To be strong.

I am supposed

To withstand

It all.

Instead

I am crying

Alone

And 

drowning.

See

Me.

Love...a poem

Love 

By Michelle Hudson aka Naila Moon

copyright April 12, 2021

Love is speaking ,

 Healing my hurt heart.

 It is flooding open wide.

 I can't figure it out.

 I knew you were playing me before,

 But I could not let go of you.

 Then you changed in an instant. 

A heart began to see me.

Bleeding open wide.

Your love grows immeasurable.

A heart needing oneness

With me.

You are longing for

My touch.

A sweetness

That will take us

To the moon and back.

You want to bathe

In the glow of my love.

Have I been foolish

To let you in to my heart so soon?

I hope not,

Because I want you,

I crave you,

I need you,

To be mine.

Sadness Over What Could Have Been...a poem

Sadness Over What Could Have Been

A poem by Michelle H. aka Naila Moon copyrighted 3/21/2021

I had hoped to hear from you,

Today,

 Sometime.

You seem to have become,

A ghost. 

I hate this wedge,

The one that got driven,

Over a misunderstanding?

I don't think so,

Maybe I have been fooling myself. 

I wanted this to be real.

I wanted you to be real.

Not someone trying to gain...

What?

Power.

Money.

A good laugh,

At my expense?

I want to believe that,

You desire me,

Want to have me.

Live a possible life,

Together.

But no.

It looks like,

You probably

Lied.

For that,

I am,

Sad.